Saturday, January 26, 2013

I hope it's not me

This really scary computer message came up about how you have to pay a lot of money to get your computer going again.  Now, I HAVE seen that hijacking message once before and it was at another library.  Could it be something I'm doing?  God forbid.  All I was on was blogspot and playlist.com.

It took me an entire hour just to deal with my email.  That gets to be a problem when libraries only let you use the computer for an hour.  I really do need to get the Internet at home.  This schlepping my stuff around is getting really tedious.  I am feeling like a real BAG lady. 

Feeling hungry.  Have only had oatmeal and an orange today.  Trying to get in the mood for diet and exercise.  Usually, I don't care about it.  But it is freaking me out that I used to weigh a good deal less and I thought I was fat THEN.  I am tired of being wide.

Friday, January 25, 2013

I need an online boyfriend

What a good idea.  A boyfriend that you never see.  Reminds me of George on Seinfeld who wanted to date a woman who was in prison so he could avoid "the dreaded drop-in".  But how am I going to look for a boyfriend if I don't feel photogenic?

Printing out a lot of stuff off of the Internet today.  Gee, it is really expensive not having a workplace where you can get printouts and photocopies at will.  But I just had to have a copy of how to clean your birdfeeder and getting used to discomfort.  That one really spoke to my condition and explains why people (me) don't want to eat right, exercise, travel or clean up their clutter.  IT'S UNCOMFORTABLE.

Still on my way to exercise.  I was headed to yoga this AM but was going to be 5 minutes late and I am trying to get over that habit.  So I didn't go.  Thus I am headed to another health club to do my daily chore.
It is already 12:38 and all I have done is visit with a friend and get my email under control.  Seeing how much I can get done before I go home to wait out the snow storm which is predicted.  So many things to look up and so little time.

Thursday, January 24, 2013

I can't believe that I used to live in Vermont

How did I live and work in snowy Vermont?  I had my very own pair of snowmobile boots with liners.  My car spent 6 months dead in the driveway.  I had to be picked up by a guy from work who offered me a beer at 6 AM.  I drove a Snocat and a Bombardier on Killington Mountain in the early 70's.  I was the first woman to do so.

Just finished a book I read because it was recommended in an article in the New Yorker, from February 13 & 20, 2012.  The custom of the country was written by Edith Wharton during the years she was preparing to forsake the United States permanently (1913).Undine Spragg is ambitious and greedy.  As quoted in the New Yorker, "she anticipates two other hallmarks of modern American society, the obliteration of all social distinctions by money and the hedonic treadmill of materialism.  In Undine's world, everything an be bought, and none of it will ever be enough."  She visits several continents and has a few husbands and is selfish throughout.  I learned a good word..."the auriferous world of the Degens...." (meaning containing gold)

Had an "assessment" at the health club.  I was sort of dreading it, as I feel like my input is always going to equal my output, no matter what I do.  And also because I want to do what I want to do and not what someone else recommends that I do.  But it was an encouraging experience.  The guy made me feel like progress COULD be made if I would just agree to working up a sweat.  I told him that I have a problem with my attention span and that I do not like to sweat.

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Another abandoned blog?

Losing interest in this blog.  First, all the interesting things that happened to me seem to be quite long ago.  Then, my life with stuff is falling behind, not progressing ahead.  So, I am having a mid-life crisis, as it were.

Just read an article about how Facebook is a stressful environment for some and envy causes some people to not want to be on there a lot.  Seems like there are PLENTY of people who want to put their whole lives out there, though.  Other people's vacation photos can cause the most unpleasant thoughts about your own life.  People who just lurk are, apprarently, the most disatisfied of all.

Went to an interesting program last night about Microsoft Access.  I have always been a bit intimidated by this database creator  and felt totally comfortable stopping with Excel.  But this teacher actually made it interesting and made me want to create a database or be more interested in the topic in general.  Can't attend part two tonight, but maybe someday.  I just happened to be at the Cumberland County Library when it started and thought it might do me some good to stretch my brain muscles, so I went in.  Maybe I will take all of the classes.  I feel that my computer knowledge is not advancing, either, in retirement.  No annoying patrons to force me to learn new things.

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Bumped from the blog

Oh dear, my privileges for the blog of my prior workplace seem to have been revoked.  And just when I was feeling like posting a book review there.  Sigh...

It is so amazingly, horrifyingly COLD around here.  A friend flew to Florida yesterday and boy, did he have the right idea.  When I woke up, I thought, now this isn't so bad and it is actually quite lovely what with the snow and all.  But by evening, I was fed up TO HERE with it.  Plus it is windy.  And not even out of the twenties. 

Finished up an audiobook.  The best thing about it was that it played in my car without any problems.  But, I digress.  The book is: A drop of the hard stuff, by Lawrence Block.   Copyright is 2011, but it is kind of old fashioned.  There are pay phones, for example.  A good story involving a lot of twelve-step atmosphere.  Recovering alcoholic investigates suspicious death of a friend in the program.  Can he figure out which one of the guys on the list is the killer before they get to him?  Takes place in New York and involves Block's private detective Matthew Scudder.  The reader was very adept and in particular, I enjoyed the portrayal of the gay guys.

Sunday, January 20, 2013

An armed society is a polite society

Somewhat puzzling sign at a Guns across America rally recently.  Picturing the world boiled down to a war between the gun owners and the non-gun owners.  I guess I know who would win.

Have been down with something....a cold, I presume.  I am always so cocky and proud of my record as a person who never gets sick.  Well, now I am humbled.  Spent the entire day in bed yesterday listening to NPR.  So unimaginative of me.  But the path of least resistance.  Hard getting re-motivated.  My sister made me chicken soup and loaned me her wireless.

Was going to cancel my subscription to the local paper but I am reconsidering.  Yeah, it's an "old white man's" paper, but it's all we've got.  I think I would miss it if it went out of business, which it probably will do.  They had an article in the paper about how they laid off a bunch of people.  So, maybe I should just HANG on and help them out with my subscription.  They regionalized (hate it) and I say periodically that "I'm not INTERESTED in Salem or Gloucester counties".  But, then, I saw an article about someone I went to school with and saw an interesting program advertised.

Friday, January 18, 2013

The last computer

Not really in the mood for spending a lot of time online today, so it is just me and a computer at the  Camden County Library.  This library is named after someone, but I refuse to complicate my life by using the name.  Nothing I like better than a whole room full of people minding their own business and quietly working on whatever they are working on (probably Facebook).  They have a rather loud air circulation system which actually helps as it hides incidental noises.

Attended a lecture here this morning called, Why can't I be happy?  Me and a bunch of other senior citizen ladies.  Oh, and a man with a walker.  I actually knew one of the people, but due to depression or due to my cold, I didn't say hello. The speaker was a geriatric psychiatrist, really young and cute.  I shouldn't be out and about, but I am getting really bored with staying home, AND not even accomplishing anything at home.  My cough has gotten worse and my nose started running last night when I was on the massage table.  I thought it was just because he was doing such a good job massaging me that my sinuses were clearing out.  So, now I have added SNEEZING to my repertoire.  I try to be sensitive as to how annoying I am to others, since I know, I, personally, HATE sick people and wish that they had stayed home.  My voice is really rough, so it is just easier to be anonymous and not talk to people.

My plan is to go over to the semi-good movie theater and catch a film, since I am all the way an hour away from home.  They have some really comfy chairs and a lot of film magazines.  The drive up was beautiful, with finally some sun and a few minutes of SNOW.